Promises

You promised no matter what we'd always be friends; but when it came down to it, you removed your friendship from me. Asking me not to contact you, and blocked me from doing so on our shared space in which you've also removed my review of you, deleted all your posts, unfriended me...

I made promises too, and I've broken those, so I guess it's fair, but it hurts. It really fucking hurts.

"Please, please don't contact me via phone, email, regular mail or IM."

Kind of stuffed really aren't I? It leaves this medium alone, and I've no idea if you'll ever come here again.

I guess you'll wander past here and see how I am. Well I'm in pain. I wish you well, good luck fighting your daemons, good luck with everything, I hope you have a long and happy life.

You are beautiful, unique and more than anything I want you to be happy & healthy. You were my very best friend, I can't express everything you meant to me. I wish it didn't have to be so difficult, having to fight your internal daemons and the distance. I wish things could have been different. I wish the people that hurt you, and fucked you up never had, and you could be the incredible person I know you be all the time, not just when your internal pain allows.

Goodbye. Good luck.